It Hurt

 There's a raw space that I went to 

When I started to feel that pull-away

It was a place I was fighting not to feel 

It was a place I had to face every night 

Even after facing you in my fury at the way you dared to ditch me

In the wildest hours of one's life

In the most crazed of places that exists inwardly

I crumbled

I melted into agony

I cried

Abandoned tears

I wept for my mother

For my father

For my embryonic self

For my son

For my granddaughters

For my lineage

And that's really why I'm angry

Because the next seven generations

Will feel what has happened here 

And I wanted them to feel love

I wanted them to feel togetherness

I wanted them to feel peace

And I have passed your pain through my pelvis

Because those days changed the way I see the world

The way I feel my feelings

And it has made my love for my son 

Impenetrably sealed 

Around the inner children we will continue to heal 

Love is the energy that cannot be broken