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The Good Woman, Post 3

There was so much to say, but she really had no clue how to begin. Her mouth wouldn't begin to form the sounds her heart was bursting to relay. This was not a language she was skilled in speaking. As time continued to tick, she became more and more desperate to relay something... most of all, 'I'm sorry.' I'm sorry for disappointing you, although all I wanted to do was grow and be free to do so. I'm sorry for the pregnancy, but it turned out to be one of the most important events in my life. I'm sorry my past linked into my future and caused a threat to you and what had been only yours for so long. I'm sorry that I couldn't find a way to connect, and eventually stopped trying, allowing my hurt and disappointment and disgust to build up and create its own wall between us. I'm sorry so many years have passed by and continued the wedge between us. I feel time crashing down all around me and the passing of age, but I don't feel like there is